If I Knew
i don't want to die but for the life of me i can't make sense of how to live if i only knew now what tomorrow's regrets will be i'd have some idea of how to live if i knew what tomorrow's regrets will be i'd know what to live for today if i knew who and what is right i'd know how to live there's only one shot at getting most of it right too bad it feels like so much is wrong what i need is a new teacher of right and wrong one i can respect and trust what i need is a messiah since the messiah of self isn't any better than any of the rest if i knew what was best for my mind and soul i'd at least know where to try putting them if i knew how to live i'd know better who and how to love if i knew how to live i'd know the difference between cheap thrills and real challenges if i knew how to live it might be more clear the difference between living and survival if i was living is it something i'd understand feel or both?
mrobins71 
Hey man…didn’t you mention some time ago that you had a crazy, anarchistic youtube page? Or am I trippin? Because I’d like to check it out. Even if it was just a daydream.
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thanks for continuing to take an interest in my stuff. truly appreciated. yeah, there’s a dormant youtube channel. to have described it as “crazy, anarchistic” might be a stretch. “absurd” might be generous. “stupid” might be more real. anyway, here’s a link to my magnum opus Jordan Peterson video, sprinkled with footage of lobotomies & shock therapy, the ramones, naked lena dunham and rat/mouse extermination. probably helps to have an understanding of where peterson fits in the cultural/intellectual landscape. anyway, let me know if you can see it. it’s been restricted some places for my unauthorized use of footage. thanks again for keeping up with my stuff. the jordan peterson/mechanical chicken plucking vid is a nice one too, if i do say so myself. it’s a nice one for falling asleep to.
p.s. if i ever consider branching out into a different medium, what do you think of the idea of someone with very poor/limited english skills reciting my poetry?
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Oooh, thanks! i love the serial killer vibe. I’m getting the feeling that you’re more of a “modern/avant-garde artist” and love the idea, even better would be an adult with limited mental capacity! I had a friend once pay a homeless person to sit in a large box and yell at people as they entered his art show. You seem like the kind of person that could appreciate that.
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