Big & Small
in terms of quantity what bugs me most is meaning and all that stuff but acutely for the past few weeks of equal importance annoyance as source of consternation is this goddamned cyst on my head i try to work and write and walk but it sits there hard and throbbing so the other day i took a needle and pierced it i didn't have any pure alcohol but i had a tiny single shot jar of unflavored ole smokey so i cleaned the site i punctured and squeezed which you're not supposed to do and a little blood came out which softened it but nothing pussy or cheesy came out which is what i was hoping for squeezing the blood out softened it but the next morning there it was again as hard and big as ever and still throbbing so i took a moist dirty sock warmed it in the microwave applied it and squeezed again i been doing this routine of hot sock piercing and bleeding for a few days now and the goddamn thing just keeps teasing getting smaller and softer just to return overnight greeting me in the morning like a hard-on as the annoying throbbing subcutaneous nugget it is i only admit this cause it isn't only the big stuff like meaning god life love and all that crap that keeps me going sometimes it's the little things too like a fucking throbbing cyst i pierce and bleed again that won't go away
mrobins71 