Weight Watcher
she was ashamed of the way she looked and ashamed of the way she knew she didn't feel she didn't like those feelings so she went to the gym late at night very late every night when nobody else was ever around embarrassed of her body having no stamina and being pitifully weak she went anyway always late at night even then shunning her reflection and hiding around corners to avoid any scrutiny over months through the soreness of extreme effort she toughened in those late hours and began looking and feeling much better and the people she knew took notice and asked so she told them about all her pain and effort in the gym but it was difficult for others to truly identify to truly comprehend since they all had different sources of strife and pain of their own along with her strength stamina and confidence an upset too began to swell a bulging displeasure that her effort and results weren't more recognized weren't more understood it wasn't very satisfying that it was only her who really felt and really knew of all her hard work and all the loneliness of all those late hours in the gym looking better now she considered going back the gym during the day where her sacrifices might be seen and recognized maybe even acknowledged and commended by others knowing similar pains and sacrifices but she knew she still didn't and probably never would look nearly as good as the best looking in the gym so she decided to stop going completely instead
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