Gaps

Gaps

if we meet
again
i won't
be able to say
how much
i need you
knowing
how little
you
need me

if we meet
again
i won't let it slip
won't let it show
how much
i've needed you

i won't say
or admit
to needing you
understanding
how goddamned unfair
it would be
for me
to take
without
being able
to give

there's nothing to give
someone
who's already
whole
unlike me
feeling
without you
there's something
missing
a hole
i've tried filling
with everything
but you

me
missing something
you
whole
and complete
with no room
for my bullshit
having filled 
all your gaps
with enough
of your own