Excuses & Apologies
i've made excuses and apologies my entire life telling myself things like, it's okay. you never missed what you never had. i tell myself things like, maybe you should be grateful. under her influence things may have been even harder. and even worse. i apologize for her telling myself, she was young. unprepared and probably unstable. i tell myself it's been okay since it sorta seems like it's sorta turned out okay then the other day i saw this video of a guy trapping rats in his barn and when the baby rats fell in the bucket of water the mother rat jumped in and saved them see, even rats care even rats are willing to sacrifice even more than a little bit which makes it harder and harder to keep on excusing for another day
mrobins71 