trying
to escape
or transcend
this predicament
through
religion
or philosophy
any ideology
is absurd
as cutting
a hole
in a nudie poster
then fucking it
while pretending
you're fucking
the real thing (woman)
instead
of a piece
of paper
sure,
with enough
creativity
ingenuity
with enough
desperation
and need
you can fool yourself
enough
to even
make yourself
cum
through the hole
but it still
doesn't mean
that poster
isn't
an absurd thing
to fuck
and that the thing
that made you cum
wasn't
your own
concocted
delusion
of the interplay
between you
and her
and it
no,
your ejaculation
to the woman
in the poster
doesn't mean
the lady
on the paper
is anything
close
to real
she's just an image
like so many words
on a fucking
page
describing
unicorns
no,
just because
your orgasm
was real
doesn't
by any means
make the illusion
and delusion
producing it
anything close
to being
real
though
her imagine
and you
harmoniously
aroused and excited
yourself
to climax
doesn't mean
that poster
is anything like
the real
flesh
blood
breath
and pubes
you fooled yourself
in a moment
of impassioned
insanity
to believe in
just long enough
for the
payoff
unlike
our other illusions
and delusions
with lots more pages
and bigger payoffs
that linger
that arouse and incite
comfort and soothe
for most
of our
lives
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